You know what really ticks me off?
Guys!
I mean, my friend (not really anymore), Jared, they guy I used to like and a deeply dislike..
Well we talked and he told me he still liked me and stuff, and I told him I possibly liked him back, and than he asked if we could possibly have a thing when school starts in September and I said possibly, because I don't know who I may still be friends with.
He was like yeah okay I totally get it.
AND THAN HE GOES OFF AND DOES SOMETHING THAT COMPLETELY DISGUSTS ME!
I didn't think he was a pig, though I should've known it 'cause in May he like falcon punched my butt, I whipped around and glared at him, but I didn't say anything 'cause my twin brother was upfront and he would've beat up the kid.
Anyways, I shook that off and than he said:
Would you have sex with anyone?
I was like, SERIOUSLY? WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU? In my head. What I said was like. "Uhm... NO."
and he asked why I said:
1. It's disgusting and disturbing
2. I'm not a sl*t
3. I wouldn't do it with just anyone, and especially not when I'm fifteen
and
4. No.
HE SAID:
1. It's not disgusting
2. you wouldn't be a sl*t
3. I'm not just anyone ;)
and
4. Yes
I was literally like: Can I fricken slap you? No joke.
But I completely ignored him and all the feelings I've ever felt for him suddenly disappeared and I felt utterly disgusted for even liking him!
I thought he was a nice kid! He even told me he changed! No. He did not.
And than on the last day of school (this was a couple weeks ago) he asked my best friend when she was sitting down for the exams, "You can sit on my lap," and he was dead serious. She was disturbed.
And than right after the exam he sees me with my friend Cindy and he's trying to get hugs out of us but I just stood there and finally he gave me a hug and I kind of let my arms hang to my side 'cause I don't even like this kid as a friend anymore!
And than like five minutes ago, on facebook I asked, "Hey, are you mad at me or something?" and he logged off! It ticks me off!
And than he made a status update five minutes later and it didn't say he was on. He made himself appear offline so he wouldn't have to talk to me 'cause I "hurt his feelings" since I didn't hug him back.
Pffftttt.
Guys and their piggish ways, they will never change.
Hey! Woe... O.O
ReplyDeleteYeah... I was totally disturbed! Bleh. I'll just go back to liking one of the guys I've liked for a very long time, his name is Malcolm and he is in cadets and he's sweet and he'd never treat a girl horrible. I almost went out with him but I got scared and said no.. I kind of regret it.
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